| hey! :] it's Chloe.
wow. I haven't written in this a long time. :O mmm yeah. so summers been alright. a little boring. bleh. summers almost over. i need to do damn honors homework. well let's see. this xanga is suppose to about the crew. so i think we should all write in this to see how everyone is doing. because sadly we barely talk with each other. ;/
So basically about me through the year.
I honestly think I've changed. Maybe for the better or worse. It depends on which way you look at it. I'm guessing everyone in this group probably changed. No matter how much you changed, I don't care, because I love you guys. Through Naruto and Badminton, I found myself where I want to be. But I may not be the prettiest, cutest, smartest, funniest, or posess any of those traits. But I am content with who I am. There are times where I wish I was cute or funny. But I can't change that.
People of today need to accept that everyone contains flaws. People with standards for a bf or gf are shallow. In relationships, you're suppose to love that person for whom they are, and everything about them. Not just love relationships, but relationships with friends. Thats what love is. It's suppose to be unconditional.
We all said that we're like a family, right? Families are born out of love. Even though some people are born into this world thinking they have no love, but no matter how they were concieved, they are still going to be loved. We all came from different backgrounds, but we grew to love each other. No matter how different we are on the outside, to the core of our emotions, we all share one common trait; we all have huge hearts, which we shared with everyone. We all have problems, but thats because it's only on the surface. They vary from minor scratches, to huge scrapes. But in the end we all survive it. Once the wound heals, some are left with scars. Even though we cannot erase or forget these scars, we will always look at them with dignity. It shows that we came through the pain and made it through and are still standing. But if you keep tearing at the wound bit by bit and never give it time to heal, the higher chance it'll get infected. Infection leads to disease, a sickness that brings chaos throughout the body. Something that brings darkness and insanity towards the mind. If we repeatdly picking apart at the flesh of the problem, our minds will eventually no longer have the capability of love. Is that what we want? |
